Well...

So I went out last night. It was ok. I danced a lot... Saw a lot of people I knew. I had a little fun.. But it wasnt all that. The only thing I kept thinking about was my ex.... I dont wanna care about him, I dont wanna think about him. The whole time, I was thinking, How come we can never have fun like this... Ya Know..just spend a night out on the town...out hanging out...food later...&& Wii. I wanted that from him soo bad, and NEVER got it :-( He never wanted to do anything fun with me hardly that I LIKED to do. Im so tired of thinking about him...It is physically draining. But I guess in time, I'll learn not to care. I must say though, I did look nice last night lol... But I wish I felt the way I looked.. :-/ Everytime I think about him, I get upset and want to call and cuss him out... EVERYTIME...wth would that solve though? He'd still be selfish, he'd still be the SAME man. Anyways...Its super bowl sunday... I was invited to two different parties. I have no desire to really go too...But we'll see how it goes...