Over & Done... :-)

Well I woke up today in a better mood. The sun is shining bright...washed & did my hair.. I feel better today. I however did wake up, hoping to see a message from my ex. There wasnt one. As I was washing my hair...it gave me time to reflect... I need to stop giving him so much power. I will never get over him and move on, if I keep on expecting things from him. Expecting him to change, expecting messages, expecting the love I desire...mainly from him. Its not fair to myself. I have to MOVE ON! He wanted to end it, so I need to let it be, and stop putting myself in these predicaments. I need to stop talking to him. I need to stop wishing, praying, and hoping that some shit will change. I need to move on, and let it go. For my own well-being. As hard as it will be, it'll be better for myself in the long run. I need to worry about me, since he is obviously worrying about himself. I need to realize I will be ok...I will make it.. and I am worth much more than feeling like this over a person who doesnt feel the same. I loved hard...and learned a lot from it... and Today I realized, I'll be ok...