Tuesday, May 24, 2011

WOW!

Hey world!! I have a few days off of work, so I am going to put it towards chilling... I got talked into drinking the cheapest shit the other night...and I had the worst hangover ever! Never again, please believe my little ass is going to stick solely to Bacardi :-) Anyways, I am patiently waiting for BMP to email me back about BGC.

So many people ask me why BGC. Well because I have some deeply rooted issues with trusting people. Women in particular. I have been stabbed in the back by bitches so many times, I find myself stabbing them first so I avoid the drama.. && I have this type of attitude that nothing is wrong with me, and my shit DO NOT stink lol...Maybe being around other bitches who have strong personalities too will help me to change that lol hahaha we'll see if I make it :-)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

More Bullshit

More bullshit!!! With who? Jesse. I'm too embarrassed to even say what he did. Just know I'm so over him. He clearly can't love me the way he thought he could. Until he can... I'm single as a breeze.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Being a Hooters Girl pt.2

So after work sunday night me, and two of my fellow HG's went out to a club called Tonic. We were def looking fly nshit. One of the girls knew the bouncer at the door, so as long as we wore out hooters name tags, we got in free which we did. We also got our own table in VIP. YESSIR! and we kept getting shout-outs in the club. I was having the time of my life...and I needed the shit...Bitches was hating...but eff them ugly stank bitches...not everybody can be a hooters girl!!! Shit was going good as fuck until we got out and realized the car had been broken into -___- all of our tips and shit was stole! we had put our shit in the trunk, came out...and shit was gone! WTF!!! Luckily i still took my iphone inside!!! cuz all hell would have definitely broke fuggin loose!!! On another note...wtf can I say...I love my Job...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Burnt Out

I would be lying if I wasnt burnt out from this b.s. life of mine. I truly mean that. I want to be happy, I want to have happy relationships, I want to be able to trust the people in my life...and its sad to say I dont have any of that. I am so burnt out from bullshit... I truly need everybody in my life to check their fucking insecurities at the got damn door before fucking with me...because if you dont, I will NOT give two fucks about your bullshit you are trying to put back in my life. Fuck it, and fuck you...until you come correct. I have tried my hardest not to hurt the people I love, and to be nothing but honest with them... If you cant respect that than you can go kick rocks....I really mean that. Im turning into a new person, and I highly doubt people are going to like it. Please believe I am not changing for nobody but myself. I have been hurt & lied to, too many times...and I am over it. Check your shit at the door...otherwise go fuck yourself...and That goes for everybody! :-)