The Month of February...

Well its February...HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH!! We got played...giving us the shortest month out of the year, lol...but its all good. Valentines Day is next monday...who's excited??! lol Im not...Its one of those Taboo holidays...I mean dont get me wrong, I like it..but I never really did anything for the day... Can't lie, the perfect gift would be pink roses, a teddy, and an edible arrangement...of course Hello Kitty is PERFECT too... but anyways...Its another late night for me. I cant sleep. Which is usually the case. Just up thinking... I have the slightest idea how to move forward with my life...and Its so frustrating because life is too short to sit around waiting! But what can I do?? Cant find a job to save money to move...Cant go back to school, because I owe them so much. Ugh! Im stuck between a rock & a hard place, and it sucks! Because my circumstances are slowly killing me... oh what to do...what to do....