What a waste...

So much going on in my life right now...Idk how I havent ripped the hair out of my head thus far! lol.... Right now...I am going through this stage in my life called.... a woman scorned...Im pissed way off that I wasted four years of my fucking life...waiting for some nigga to get they shit together...wtf was I thinking?!!! Now I could blame all of it on him...but then that would be untrue....cuz I decided to stay and deal with his bull shit... This nigga had the nerve to tell me....he wanted to be alone, and learn to deal with his self...are you fucking kidding me?? You made me waste 4 years of my life for some bullshit like that!! I guess you can say I am very pissed off at him right now... Then gonna say we probably get back together in the future....Umm wrong....kiss my ass! I am going to cut him completely off..and move forward. I dont want to know shit about whats going on in your life...and you dont need to know shit about whats going on in mine... I am going to go all the way to California...and hopefully forget you... I am just soo fucking angry that I wasted my fucking time on him... It aint like time is one of those things you can get back... Bitch ass....ugh!!!! I AM SO MAD!