Past few Days...

The fast days were spent in Muskegon with Jesse. As usual, I just left...and didnt say a word to anybody, which is usually exactly what I do. My mama was gone to Vegas...now maybe that she got her 50th birthday outta the way, she can pay off my school stuff...I'm getting real impatient! OAN: My days spent in Muskegon were ok, I didnt want to leave... Esp when I got home, I ended up feeling like shit....as usual. I was literally in tears, kept texting Jesse, he never responded...so I just dealt with it on my own. He always does that when I come back, start back on that not responding shit.....b4 I even get worked up on that bullshit, I'm going to move on from it...Its late, I have a headache, and there are clothes all over my bed...go figure lol I need to clean this shit off...and lay down...maybe my sweet dreams will become a reality...